I'm someone who really hates the use of the term antipsychotic. The neuroleptic
drugs, drugs like Abilify, Seroquel, Risperdal, Invega, Geodon, and Haldol don't
have a specific antipsychotic effect. These drugs instead produce generalized
brain dysfunction not unlike an ice pick driven through your eye socket.
These drugs are anti-anything they get prescribed for and anti-anybody they
get prescribed to. In Peter Breggin's book Brain Disabling Treatments in
Psychiatry he points to research illustrative of the brain disabling
effects of the drugs. This is an excerpt from his book:
Peter Liddle and his colleagues (2000) used positron emission tomography
(PET) to study the effects of risperdone on the rate of metabolism on the
ventral striatum, thalamus, and frontal cortex. Their subjects were eight
neuroleptic-naive patients diagnosed with their first episodes of
schizophrenia.
First and foremost, Liddle et al. (2000) found that "a single dose of
risperdone produced decreases in metabolism in ventral striatum, thalamus
and frontal cortex." The authors identified this region as the
cortico-striato-thalamo-cortical feedback loop. This encompasses much of
the emotion-regulating centers in the limbic system and higher mental
centers in the frontal lobes. Dopaminergic neurotransmission plays a
significant role in this system and is profoundly blocked by risperdone.
Clearly this confirms that risperdone, like all neuroleptics, causes a
chemical lobotomy, with inevitable production of relative degrees of
apathy and indifference.
If psychiatry came up with a label and a symptom checklist that included things
like a preoccupation with sports, unusual excitement over the minutia of a
sporting event, and intrusive thoughts about sports they could make being a
sports announcer a psychiatric illness. They could then use the neuroleptic
drugs to reduce the symptoms of that newly defined psychiatric illness. Van
Putten and Marder's description of akinesia in Behavioral Toxicity of
Antipsychotic Drugs could have referred to sports announcers. It could
read like this:
In the treatment of sports announcers with neuroleptics, akinesia, in our
experience, produces a type of improvement. The patient talks less about
sports, but he talks less of everything; he is less bothered by a lay-up
or a touchdown, but he is less bothered by everything else as well; he
less invested in sports, but he is less invested in all else as well.
Many patients with akinesia experience a peculiar absence of emotions,
appear emotionally dead, and often state that everything is all right.
This type of improvement, which occurs particularly with higher doses,
is one we should not be proud of.
Most people don't know that the brain disabling effects of these drugs are
the primary effects of these drugs, it's not a side effect. It's interesting
to look at peoples subjective experience of taking the drugs, it gives
you some idea just how the drugs might be working.
The neuroleptic drugs are now being used to treat depression. They've just
begun marketing a neuroleptic drug named Seroquel direct to consumers. The
television ads for another neuroleptic drug called Abilify have been running
for a while now. If these drugs perform any better than a sugar pill it makes
you wonder how they work to treat the thoughts and feelings that may make
one depressed.
The things being said about me are nothing but vicious slander. It's just
defamatory. To suggest that I'm "aggressive" is just vicious dehumanizing
slander. It's just bullshit. I'm fully responsible for everything I do and
say. When I'm drinking I'm fully and completely responsible for everything
I do and say. It doesn't matter how much I drank because I'm fully responsible
for every single drop I drink. To suggest that I'm inhuman and
out of control and somehow "aggressive" is just complete bullshit. If I'm
falsely accused of something I expect to be held fully responsible for anything
I'm alleged to have done or said, if the allegation is criminal I demand
the right to face my accuser in a court of law. I'm aware of the law and
the duties I have towards others. I'm fully responsible for every action I
take and every utterance I make.
Psychiatry is a multi-billion dollar a year industry.
The drugs they use to treat people who get labeled with
schizophrenia are extremely profitable and their use is growing. The market
for these drugs has expanded to include the treatment of elderly patients
with dementia and children mislabeled as bipolar. Neuroleptic drugs like
Seroquel and Abilify are now being marketed to consumers as a treatment for
depression and bipolar disorder. There's a huge financial interest in literally
controlling what people think about these worthless brain damaging drugs,
mental illness and the mentally ill. The lies being told about me
are part of that effort to control what people think. It's an effort to control
what people think because the industry profits from harming people with these
drugs. If your someone who hasn't figured it out already the lies your being
told will help them sell harmful drugs to you and even get you to coerce others
into taking them.
The fact that I appear to be fully recovered and people who have known
me for a long time can't see anything wrong with me is a problem for someone
who's trying to control what you think about neuroleptic drugs. So is the
fact that I'm in really good health, the fact that I have a normal BMI, the
fact that I'm sexually healthy, that fact that I have a good diet and get
regular exercise. It's a real problem that I can run 10 miles. You might ask
yourself, well why would that be? It's because psychiatrists, the worthless
quacks who prescribe the drugs and apply psychiatric labels are a bunch of
brain damaging frauds chronicly disabling people with their treatments.
Quacks causing iatrogenic brain damage and physical illness with their
worthless brain damaging treatments go on to blame the chronic disability
they cause on a nonexistent chronic brain disease. People who recover
contradict their brain disease fraud. They'd have to admit that people like
me who recover through self-determination and informed decision making know
better than they do with their quack bio-medical babbling about correcting
something with drugs that cause brain dysfunction. The drug industry doesn't
profit from informed decision making, they profit from decisions made by a
psychiatric quack corrupted by industry influence.
When a small fraction of the chronically psychiatrized do something violent
there's no mention of the brain damage and dysfunction caused by the drugs or
the withdrawal psychosis that results from abruptly withdrawing from drugs
that are intolerable. The psychiatric quack is the expert, he can just point
the finger at his patient. It wasn't his or her fucking wonder drug it was an
underlying illness that he or she will find some fucking kind of evidence of
someday. There's a need to blame an underlying mental illness.
Lies being told about me are being told for a reason. Lies about
"schizophrenic" sounding religious or magical beliefs are most likely
part of an effort to decontextualize my mental health problems. Place the
blame on a genetic brain disease I've always had, something that was in my
genes. They're lies being told to perpetuate a fraud.
Psychiatry and the drug industry don't make money on me being a intelligent,
reasonable person living peacefully in my home. They make money on the chemical
equivalent of an ice pick driven through my eye socket. They're not profiting
from my programming skills here at joysoup.net. They profit from dehumanizing
and demonizing me and attempting to link me to violence no matter how false and
absurd the accusations are. They profit from any stigmatization including
sexual stigmatization. It's all so a psychiatric quack can continue his horror
and abuse and have nobody care.
Way too much is being made out of gangstalking. It's just being done to
connect me to beliefs that are held by others that might be or might be
considered delusional. Accusing me of having beliefs I don't have is like
attacking a delusional strawman. It's just part of a campaign of vicious
slander by people involved in activities that are either criminal or actionable
in civil court. Nobody should let accusations like that detract from the facts.
It's a fact that any surveillance is being conducted without my consent. It's
a fact that it's being conducted by persons with no right to do what they're
doing. It's a fact that those persons have no justification for what they're
doing. It's a fact that they are persons I want nothing to do with. As far
as I know they're private individuals with as much right to what they're
doing as I would have to do the same thing to them.
There are a lot of really outrageous sexual comments being made. These
comments are immature and completely inappropriate. Keep in mind I'm not
someone who wants his privacy invaded in any way. Nothing about me sexually
is anyone's business. It's harassing to be talked about sexually. I'd
prefer that people I've had contact with not answer sexual questions about
me. I value my privacy, if they're being paid they should at least ask for
more money.
They should just admit to being cowards and liars that prefer to slander
someone behind their back, saying that I'm violent or too stupid to talk
to is completely ridiculous. I have no desire to harm anyone. Even though
I think psychiatrists are the quacks and frauds they are I would never harm
one even if my human rights are abused.